[Emotion] Status Everyday

I’ll update my status – my feeling about everyday i have to pass

I think i have a long long way in front of my eyes to go

Now let me try a little bit, just a little to make my life better

~ Last week, i gave myself one last chance to start over with them, but last 2 days, they made me disappointed again I think, till the rest of my life, i can never want to see their faces again, never forgive them, but that’s my life. I can not run away rightnow, i have to face this stupid trouble. never again, family. Do i look so pitiful haha ?

~ 3days-off are end now, i have to turn back to school with some stupid subjects and stupid stuffs. Like every week, the only think appear in my mind ” This will pass soon, Okay let try try try”

~ Today, i feel pretty good I’m still stuck with that stupid trouble *more than i think 8″}* but the good side is i can accept and smile with it 8″D. Okay the 1st boring day is already over. I have some plans for myseft this afternoon, so just turn off the computer and go sleep I-)

~ “Ohana means Family, Family means no one is left behind or forgotten” I suddenly feel sad to hear this statement. I’ve always thought they were my family, my mood today is not good again

~ I must be patient and wait:) Then there will be someday I meet the people who really understand me:)

~ I do not want to have stress everyday but I really hate those stupid bitches, they always think they’re better than everybody. Those FUCKING STUPID BITCHES makes me really angry. I just want to give them a slap on their faces so they are not vainglorious again and let them know how to speak more kindly.

~ 2 recent days are not good, not good at all. I was not angry, but still felt very upset =”=. Shit ! I wish I  could beat-to-death all that stupid stuff =”=. I still have to try more to control my feeling and my mind :”<

~ My family makes me stress this time =”=, i think i can let it go but not now, i feel really very  angry =”=, I hate this stupid and boring life. How could i change my situation now ?

~ That girl, from the first time, i liked her, i thought she was a really good friend and i can totally believe in her. But now what i receive from her is disappointment and flout . Really, now i  despise her, despise her selfish and  stupid actions I HATE HER ! There is still one stupid girl here, i don’t hate her but it seems i can not keep my calm anymore, she make me a joke in front of everyone’s eyes and though i told her already i dont like it, she still laughs at me. She is STUPID, the TRUE FUCKING STUPID one but always act like she knows everything. So scornful her

~ I really really hate Yaoi, Yaoi is not diferent from hentai and it’s even more disgusting than hentai. Yaoi makes the love in SA a nonsense and dirty. Sex sex and sex is all Yaoi talks about. I feel SICK! Sick everytime i see yaoi. IDK why fangirl can love that kind of sex. They said “True love doesn’t mean sex” but all they care about of Yaoi is just SEX. What’s so interesting when seeing 2 boys f*cking ?

~ Does she have a BRAIN ? She still made a mock of me eventhough i’m her friend. What the hell is she ? Now i know i have one more FUCKING STUPID problem which not worth to pay attention

~ No use English today :”|.

~ I have 4 more months to try. Plz God, this is the first time i put my trust in you >.<. I am not allowed to fail. I MUST WIN

~ What should i do now ? I can remember anything well if i don’t love or like them, but i have to remember so much >,.< I’m gonna die in this year, WHAT SHOULD I DO ? HOW SHOULD I TRY TO LOVE THEM ? SHIT !

~ Shima-chan, i hate you TT___________________TT. Why đi you make me love you that much T__________________T

~ I love him so much (((((( Why why why ???? I mail him EVERY SINGLE DAY though i know clear that he will never read it or reply it. I hate you, my stupid heart ((

~ Plz god I need to pass this exam, i don’t want to fail !

~ What should i doooooooo ???? Why i’m so stupid !? STUPID !!! Why i let her lead my life to wherever her want ! Why not WHAT-I-WANT ????? WHY !?

~ I cant wait anymore, while my friends’ve known all or half of their result, i know NOTHING ! Just hope i could get better result than them TT.TT. I say i will fail but i still have just a little hope that everything will be fine TT.TT

~ I love you.I hate you. I both love and hate you. You break my like, you take my dream far away from me. You stole what i need, but you always give me what i want  and you do everything for me. What should i do now, i cant do anything if i dont love it !!! MY LIFE IS FUCKING SHITTTTT !!!!!

~ Now, i have a REALLY big problem 8-|. I’m stupid to always think about someone that i already know him and i never can be together 8-|. But it’s true, i can stop thinking about him everyday, every night, he appears in  my sleep all the time 8-}. I shouldn’t love him neh ??? but it’s too late :”<

~ Sometime, i’m gonna crazy and want to have a boyfriend 8″D, i do want to fall in love with someone, but also scare to get hurt :”(  

~ So lonely TT______________TT what are friends for TT_______________TT  Just give me money and they can be called my friends ? Do they really try to understand me ? just for one time ?

~ I dont want to be abandoned Fuck you !

~ EAT FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD SM ! YOU’RE NOT DESERVE TO BE EXISTING

~ 3 more days to go, and then you can be freeeeeeee >o< try your best Naka chan !

~ This status is too long to type in English, it may become a post but im too lazy, so just type here =w= *and it not deserved to be one of my posts in my blog LOLLLLL =)
Lần đầu tiên trog cuộc sống đại học mình gặp một chuyện nực cười đến thế LOL LMAO =))))))) Một lũ ăn theo eo’ làm ăn gì mà có quyền lên chửi rủa người khác suốt từ chiều đến giờ =)))))). Em làm chị nực cười quá em ah =))))) Em mất điểm hoàn toàn trong mắt chị rồi đó cưng =))))) So e với chó đúng là chỉ tội chúng nó thôi, nhà quê vẫn là nhà quê, vãi lắm mồm e ah, có ra Hà Nội cũng không khiến em khôn thêm được tý nào đâu, đừng cố so với đời =))))) và đừng biến chị thành đứa lắm mồm như e :<

~ Today i’m going around alone :”x but have no feeling like i’m lonely :”x In fact, i’m really happy that i don’t have to waste my time for someone who always thinks she’s a PRINCESS of this world, lol that’s bitch =)

~ I’m so tired -.- Havent sleep for a long long time -.-